What Introverts Feel?

In my opinion I believe there are very few extroverts compared to introverts. I myself am an introvert, that has taught herself to smile no matter how bad the situation. I try to make serious situations humorous, sad situations happy, basically I try to find the positive side of all situations.

Why? 

For myself... So at the moment everyone else thinks I CAN handle a situation. But inside? Inside I shatter just a little bit more, weaken a bit more... die a bit more. Introverts are the most alone people alive. When we cry, no one sees our tears. When we scream, no one hears. When we are alone, we are rejected. Slowly, slowly we allow life to steal our little bits of happiness. We forget about that one of few people that, DO care for us. We forget that there may be a tomorrow and maybe just maybe tomorrow happiness can just maybe walk into our lives. Maybe just maybe we can learn how to live again. 

Maybe... Just Maybe. 

What Happened?

Well, this is my first blog post on this blog. I've had three other blogs:

http://ilmknowledgegod.blogspot.com/
http://fpoems.blogspot.com/
http://fnvideos.blogspot.com/

I stopped posting on all three for different reasons. I stopped posting on my Islamic blog because I couldn't think of extraordinary ideas to put up.
On my poems blog I stopped because, I really had nothing else to write about. More like I didn't know how to express my feelings through rhythm anymore. My mind stopped processing things "creatively."
And as for my videos, well I stopped making videos because my computer  crashed and my laptop doesn't have the older version of Windows Movie Maker, I rather enjoy using Sony Vegas.

Anyways that's a boring introduction to my blog life.