Lost...

Sometimes I really have no idea what I am doing with my life. They used to say, major in an area where you are passionate and enjoy learning about. But now everything is based on the future. Now we have to leave our passions behind, leave our dreams behind and major in an area where we will find a good job with a good salary. I want to major in teaching, but at the same time I am interested in journalism and graphic designing. And I LOVE expressing my feelings and emotions through poems. Coding each and every single word so that I can only understand the TRUE meaning behind what I truly want to say. As a matter of fact not only do I enjoy writing poems but I really wish to write a book one day, dedicated to my mother. A woman whom I believe the entire world has the right to know and learn about. But these are just the side dish to to main course. And that is what I am confused about, the MAIN course. In a meal the main course is what a person always looks forward to and it defines the entire meal. the question is what do I MAINLY want to do? What do I want to do with my life? What do I want to pursue in?
Only God knows... and I hope Inshallah (God willing) he will show me where I really belong...